Sorry, no pictures for this post. I don't know what to say. I just got back home today and its weird. It gets weirder and weirder every time. I was just putting some stuff away real quick and all of a sudden it felt like it was Christmas break again. It is definitely not though. Its spring break. I wish it was Christmas break again. I wish I could turn back time. It was a lot easier to see how good life was then. However, this break should be interesting to say the least. I am going to be in Riverside while about 90% of my friends are not. I will have to be creative with what I do. I am thinking the beach one day, maybe shots for ISP another, and slave labor around the house. I just hope that I will be able to relax this week. Think through things and clear my mind. I just can't stop feeling like I want to get out of Riverside for a long time. I know I would hate it as soon as I did it. I think I just need to get away from CBU for a long time. But everybody is there, I would hate getting away from there also... well at least until I graduate. Lately, I have just felt torn in two about a lot of things. Maybe I'll read some Donald Miller this week. Thats all. I don't want to get too emotional or anything. I wish I could say something manly to reaffirm my manliness, like "I have a beard," but I don't anymore. Dang. Just know that no matter what is going on, in the words of John Mayer, "know the heart of life is good."